So there I am sitting on the wall, him between my legs, my arms wrapped around his neck. He’s staring at me, I’m staring at him. He gently squeezes my thighs, sighs and says “Its weird, just the other day my mate asked me what my type was, and you’re exactly what I described to him… Its crazy.”
Sure, he could’ve been feeding me a line, either way I ate it up and smiled as we began making out again. I have never been this handsy, or engaged in that level of PDA with anyone…EVER! Not even when I was in a relationship. I did things with him, I wouldn’t usually do…
He really was a magician
He kept expressing how badly he wanted to take me home and even whispered into my ear what he wanted to do to me… “I want to bend you over, eat your pussy until you beg me for cock.” 😵😵😵😵
Usually I would be disgusted by such words, especially from someone I barely knew, but somehow I got very turned on by his words. I haven’t had a guy go down on me in over 5 years. Still… I wasn’t about to let lust take over common sense. There was no way I was going back to his house…
He could tell I was thinking about it and I was hesitant on declining his invitation, so he said “okay that’s it we’re doing this!” and lifted me off the wall and over his shoulder. Can someone please explain to me why I was turned on by this too?? Honestly, I love a guy who takes control and to say he did that well… that’s an understatement. He put me down and we walked hand in hand to the station. In my head I was still having a little bit of an internal battle- my head telling me to go home, other parts of me screaming out to be touched!
As we were walking I told him I didn’t give BJs unless I knew a guy was clean. So he suggested we shower when we got to his… thats sooo not what I meant. I reiterated that I didn’t take such risks, and then he said “ohhh, you mean I should get tested.” I said yeah and that I would too. Then he said he’d only had unprotected sex once since the last time he was tested… Mateee that’s all it takes to get an STD! I’m very cautious of these things, I never want an STD everr and so I protect myself.
He agreed and said there was a clinic by his house. When we were walking to his, sure enough there it was. He said he’d make an appointment tomorrow. He apologised for the mess in his room when he led me inside- honestly it was nothing compared to my own room… He rolled up a joint while I showered and handed it to me while he jumped in the shower. I took off the towel and got into his bed and waited for him. Was I actually about to do this? I thought to myself. I searched within me and found I wasn’t hesitant at all- I actually wanted this. When he came into the room, towel wrapped around his waist he asked me what music I like. I told him that I’m weird and I’m still into the 90’s early 2000’s hits, but that I’ve never listened to music whilst having sex. He looked surprised that I hadn’t and said “really??” Then he put on the best playlist I’ve ever listened to in my life. It was nostalgia cityyy! Classic hits like Michelle and Nelly’s Dilemma, old school Usher, Ashanti, Craig David’s anddddd So Solid Crew’s 21 seconds.
Without getting into the nitty gritty of it all, the sex was earth shattering. The best sex I’ve ever had in my life! Remember what he whispered in my ear? He came through on that one and he didn’t disappoint. He did try his luck at getting a BJ, I mean, he’s a guy so of course he did, and even though I wanted to, it just wasn’t a risk I was willing to take. He looked disappointed, but he seemed okay with it. The way he kissed me during sex was just so…. perfect! The perfect mixture of soft tender kisses and rough I can’t get enough of you kisses. He did this thing where he wrapped his hand around my neck… which I really enjoyed, because he wasn’t too rough, and I did it back to him and I could tell he was getting off on it. I don’t think I’ve ever been that loud before. At one point he laughed and shhed me, covering my mouth, which made it even hotter, like we had to be quiet or we’d get caught. Let me tell you The Magician really knew what he was doing. The window was open, but after we were done, we were both sweating bullets.
We were lying in bed together, post-sex, cuddling, singing/ rapping along with the song and it felt sooo natural. I didn’t feel awkward at all and he didn’t seem to either. I felt like I had known him waaay longer and I’ve never felt that comfortable with a guy I haven’t known that long. Can someone say… Magician.We kept going on and on about how this was pretty much our childhood! He would talk about singing certain songs in the playground with his mates. Its like we were taken on a trip down memory lane.
We had sex 3 times in the hour and a half I was there. I was completely shattered afterwards and all I wanted to do was sleep, even though I knew I couldn’t because I had a flight the following morning and as usual I had left my packing until the last minute. He offered to walk me back to the station, but I decided to get an Uber, I was way too tired to walk anywhere. We made out at the door and said our goodbyes.
While I was sitting in the cab, I realised that The Magician might end up being my first one night stand and although I knew I’d like to see him again, the experience was soo good that I would’ve been okay with not seeing him again. He would make a great first 1 night stand. I wasn’t sure whether or not I should message him afterwards, I mean, its not like he said- text me when you get home… So I didn’t. I was actually going to wait for him to message me… to see if he would, but then I thought WWMHS- What Would Matthew Hussey Say.
Now for those of you who have no idea who Matthew Hussey is, watch his YouTube videos, he’s a dating guru who has helped thousands of women “get the guy.” I know there are loads of books out there with little tricks about how to make a guy fall in love with you and all that bullshit, but I don’t really pay much attention to them. I hate playing games, but the way Matt describes things… well you can’t help, but pay attention.
So I watched this Video and then sent the following texts:
It took 2 and a half hours for me to get a reply and during that time I kept thinking to myself… yup he was 1 night stand, fair enough, but then he replied and I couldn’t help, but smile. Damn it! I like him.
I’m trying not to be too excited about the prospects with this guy, because I’m away for 12 more days and a lot can change between now and when I’m back. Fingers crossed I do get to see him again, but whatever happens I have no regrets. I’ll keep you updated 😊
-Love, Autumn x