I’m currently sitting in the airport about to travel home a week earlier than expected. This was the last trip before I finished my work abroad and no sooner than I arrived I was struck down with cold sweats, headache and a terribly sore throat. At first I thought it was the flu and powered through the first few days, but it all got too much, I went to the hospital and found out I had tonsillitis. That’s a first, or so I thought. When they felt for “nodes” (whatever those are) they said it was recurrent and that I’d had it before and probably hadn’t realised because it was never this bad. So that being said I’m on my way home because I can’t work with the kids as its contagious. It’s bittersweet because I’ll be happy to be back in London where my family, friends and guys 👀 are, but I can’t really see anyone until I’m better so that sucks!
Anyways on to the main event…
Mr X has been strangely attentive, for example, showing interest in my more nerdy hobbies like reading manga and even asked what the current one I’m reading is about… Of course my suspicions were raised… I kept wondering if he’s reading this blog, even though I have no idea how he could’ve gained access to it. Then later on in the day we had this little exchange where I asked why he kept starting and stopping typing (it was like 5 times).
What the hell are these life questions he has for me?? Of course my mind is gonna wander and I think he may have done it on purpose to fuck with me!! 🤔
Of course I brought it up again the next day… I told my cousins and Sunset pretty much said what I had been thinking- he’s fucking with you, don’t assume what he has to say. I had no intention of doing that.
Anyways this is how the convo went…
I hate when people play games with me. I can’t say for sure that’s what he was doing, but it feels like he’s trying to build up more attachment from me, now I’ve said I’m dating other people. The attentiveness, the affection when I was at his last time and now these mind games. Maybe it’s all in my head, either way I’m not going to let it get to me. Thats one of the reasons why I love about this blog, I can vent here then move on.
As soon as I’m better I’m scheduling my next date with the magician. He messaged me to see how I was and I told him I have tonsillitis and how bored I was having to be in bed… 😏 not doing anything or anyone lol
-Love, Autumn x