I’m seeing the Magician again tonight after work. It was a very last minute decision made by the both of us. He asked when I wanted to see him again, I said I’d see you as soon as today if I could. He said he was busy from tomorrow until early next week, but that he was free today, and when I joked that this was his way of saying he doesn’t want to wait another day until he can see me, he laughed and said I was reading his mind.
Yes, I’m looking forward to seeing him… BUT…
When I asked where I should meet him, he said he wouldn’t have any money until the weekend and asked if we could chill at his. I like to think i’m very low maintenance. I enjoy a night in as much as a night out. In fact even more so. The thought of being cuddled up with someone I like while watching a movie is heaven to me. However…
It did cross my mind that by agreeing to go to his house, I may be setting a low standard for myself, in that he doesn’t need to make much effort. I’m trying to ignore this overthinking part of my mind, but what makes it a little difficult is that we never had the “What are you looking for?” talk I usually have with guys on Tinder, before they even make it over to my whatapp, let alone a date and sex. Now it feels awkward bringing it up because I don’t want to come across as the girl who has sex with the guy and suddenly wants to know “what are we?” and “where is this going?”
Somehow I want to casually bring it up. We’ll see if I have the nerve lol
I’m meeting him around 7:30/8pm and I need to catch the last train so that’ll give me 4 hours or so with him. It doesn’t really feel like a lot of time, but based on the amount of sex we had last time, it’s plenty of time to get someeee!
I’ll update you on how the “date” goes… actually do you know what? This isn’t a date. I’ll let you know how the evening goes.
-Love, Autumn x