The Magician ruined his chance to redeem himself by flaking on our date on Thursday. I’m not an idiot so I didn’t want to turn up until I was sure he’d be there, and I wasnt at all, not after he read and ignored my last message! 😠
It hit 7:30pm then 8pm and I was like- okay fuck him! I gave him the rest of the night and the whole of Friday to apologise, but nothinggg and then I realised I was being stupid.
He’s gone Autumn!!
Not sure why he crawled back before, maybe it’s all a game to him, maybe he’s got his own issues I know nothing about. Whatever his excuse, it’s all good. I’m ready to move on to potentials who actually respond to my messages, who actually want to spend time with me.
Cheers to the magician- an undercover fuckboy! 🍻 *clink*
And the lesson I learned- fuckboys are everywhere. They come in different shapes and sizes. Some are open about their fuckboy ways, some are sly about their fuckboy ways and some *cough cough magician cough* are so fucked they go around with all their fuckeries, looking confused when someone gets annoyed/upset because they have no idea they’re fuckboys 😂 orrrrr they do know and they’re just really good Oscar worthy actors who specialise in fuckboyism and hold PHDs in fuckboyology.
Ahh the world of fuckboys has way more to it than we could even imagine!
Okay moving on from the load of shit I just spewed above. The fact is I don’t expect to hear from him again and I’m actually okay with it now. Before, I think I was fooling myself, but now… Bitch bye👋🏾
-Love, Autumn x