My body hates me

I just feel like it’s one thing after the next with me!

PCOS (luckily I’m still ovulating frequently so my dr says its not going to affect my ability to have kids… some day)

Endometriosis (I need surgery for this one)

And now I have a breast lump with dry flaky skin on top which is a sign for breast cancer.


All I can think is, what the hell next?

I’m trying not to feel sorry for myself because I know there are people who have it worse, but it’s hard.

I’m going to see my gynaecologist today, but I lost both bank cards which means I don’t have a way to pay him let alone make my way to there. My parents are away, but my mum said I can take as much as I need from her stash. I haven’t told anyone about the lump except my sister who says I should stay positive. My mum is on holiday with her friends, my dad is away for work so I’ll wait until I know more, why worry them?

Hopefully it’s nothing to worry about…

Love, Autumn x


  1. All will fine !!

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  2. L. Rorschach · 16 Days Ago

    Crossing my fingers it’s nothing. Update as soon as you can!

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